There’s nothing like Christmas to put our calendar on center stage (although weddings may rank a close second). Suddenly, time makes its final sprint, but we tired mortals can hardly keep pace; we have exams, concerts, parties, shopping, year-end financials, travel, and—oh, yeah—the actual Christmas Day that generally marks the finish line. At the end of the year, it seems that time, our oldest acquaintance, is not really a friend.
Outside my kitchen window, nature’s unhurried calendar has worked its way to the edges of winter. Hardwoods still reach skyward but with balding limbs, a rather tired look. The squirrels’ frenetic acorn harvest has slowed, too, and fewer birds flit against the glass. Fall’s golden canopy has thinned to leave us with telephone poles and asphalt in all their dull prominence. The big pause is at hand.
Against this scene plays a different one—the Christmas lights, clinking ornaments, cozy seasonal decor and sequined parties. Whether this is happy or not is uncertain for many. If you’re a parent, you’re likely buried in Google docs from children who aim to make it easier to buy expensive makeup, out-of-stock shoes and $150 sweatpants. You discover you must squeeze in shopping and baking and morph into some pitiful version of Martha Stewart, George Bailey and Santa Claus for a couple weeks, and with a touch of Jesus—or maybe Charlie Brown—thrown in by Christmas Eve. (Linus is among the best Christmas preachers.)
If you have somehow managed to focus on the quieter mystery that God, the Creator, has visited us—and our deep sufferings—in humble flesh, you may find this Advent leads to an evergreen gift, the “pearl of great price.” You might also discover that divine revelation and redemptive joy find no voice in our retail discord and fancy holiday excess. Oh, to block out all the crowd noise and sit in that genuine wonder for a season!
Other kinds of seasons come and go without much celebration at all, and they often hold us in a strange captivity that stretches beyond that of weather and holidays. Our circumstances and spirits lead us through all sorts of trials and triumphs. We can’t force such seasons to stay when we’re basking in their unexpected joys, nor can we demand they leave when we’re tired of their cruel abuses. Some are fleeting, some are stubborn and exhausting; but we have little power to arrange them, either way, it seems.
If this forecast was all there is—with our few trips around the sun brightened only by holidays and “bucket lists”—then life would indeed be meaningless. Surrounded in joys and beauties, we’d be content to linger at the surface, never tracing them to their source. In our bleaker seasons, we would see only the work of a faceless “fate” hovering over our disappointments. The truisms, Murphy’s Laws and positive thinking that carry so many along would finally end in a big nothing, at best.
Thankfully, nature’s classroom, one kind of divine revelation, points us to better things. Its catechism plays out in roots, leaves, and skies, the seasonal metaphors for bigger realities behind it all. There is a reason why natural law is harmonious; one revelation agrees with the other, and when God is revealed in human flesh, both “heaven and nature sing.” Nature points to the God who has also revealed himself through his son and in his word; he makes himself known.
Our own seasons aren’t always the singing kind, though. They often buck the calendar and go by different vexing names—singleness, unemployment, divorce, illness, loneliness, and grief, to name a few. We would prefer to live only in the temperate and lovely seasons, but God permits us to suffer them all—including the tempestuous ones that rattle our faith. We wonder why; but what does nature teach us about such seasons?
With each October of falling leaves, we’re warned that colder and shorter days approach, and with that our yards must wither and fade. We are unsurprised to see this happen year after year—but it’s God’s hand, an orderly interruption that we’re powerless to change. We’e even learned to enjoy it. And what is it all for? In the sad dormancy that follows, our roses, figs and oaks are prepared for their summer glories. From winter’s grey pause comes life.
January’s chill sends us looking for warm pockets of sun, wherever they are to be found—against a brick wall, on front steps, or in an open field. By then, all the withering and shedding is long past, and rakes and blowers have done their best to clear the visible mess from barren yards. We can hardly even remember spring’s warmth. Yet the shortest days are behind us, at least; Christmas came and went before we knew it. With each additional minute of sun bookending our days, the door from winter’s tomb slowly widens.
Soon enough, there is a late stretch of miserably wet days that convinces us to disbelieve that spring really exists at all. The persistent gray ceiling, painfully damp earth and frowning trees—day after lengthening day—tell us winter is forever; the burst of front-porch sun you enjoyed last week was perhaps not really the sign of an early spring. Pictures of friends on tropical escapes remind us that some places are warm and sunny, but never our gray and mundane world.
Then it happens, though, and seemingly without warning; overnight, green shoots poke through sleeping yards, and far too early, if the dead surroundings are any indication. Surely these premature starts cannot be good; maybe an ominous sign of climate disaster? Yet within days, daffodils dare to look up from gardens and odd corners of our glum landscape, defying the gloom and bare limbs of dormant trees. New life has triumphed.
Patches of misery give way to longer stretches of sunny warmth; spring finally arrives with a few balmy weeks of blooming displays. By May, we’ll complain of an early summer. When summer’s verdant days are in full swing, we’re drawn into their lazy pleasures; but when August’s heat gives our overcooked yards less appeal, we pine for fall again. Our calendars cycle on, along with our fickle hearts, with new seasons holding rotating court over both foliage and fancies.
So here we are again, and the holiday noise is building to its late December intensity; the extroverts will feast, and the introverts will hang on for dear life. Soon enough, a new year will march us back to the office or school, our comforting and productive routines. Our hearts may not be so yielding, though; New Year’s resolutions cannot evict the troubles still lodged within us. What do we do when our limping spirits can’t keep the new year’s pace?
We must look up, not in. The One who ordained time itself presides over our brittle and withering seasons, too. In our suffering, we’re not left alone, though the world seems to churn ahead busily in mechanical indifference. Above the fray, and inside its ugly devastation, God waits—not in helplessness, but in patient forbearance; and he invites us to wait, in faith, with him.
We may be convinced that our suffering will never end. Nothing on earth relieves our melancholy, bitterness, or anxiety, and all our favorite watering holes have run dry; but then the man at the well offers otherworldly relief. Our unwelcome and parched days send thirsty roots searching for water, and we find God himself waiting at underground streams. Living water, channeled into tight embraces, song lyrics, and honest conversations, stirs life into dry bones. We suddenly understand real mercy; and we want to “give a cup of water” in Jesus’ name, because we’ve been thirsty, too.
Our blighted world may even tempt us to believe that spring will never arrive. Bitter cold may send our bare arms in odd directions looking for some light; but by God’s grace, we can still find it beaming down through the messy tangles around us. This darkened world leaves us cold, but he invites us to repair to his welcome warmth, trading our sullen nakedness for “garments of praise.”
Advent is a seasonal shadow of that bigger story—that God keeps his promises in the most unpromising times. Like Narnia under the lion’s thaw, and Bethlehem under the star, so waken our dead under the baby born for a cross. Christ has come, Christ has risen, and Christ will come again; and when we struggle to find that song on our lips, let heaven and nature sing!
Wow. That was really beautiful, piercing deep into my soul. I am still in a spiritual winter waiting. Waiting for the day to dawn and the day star to rise in my heart. When that day arrives, my song will change and I will join heaven and nature singing his praise.
How beautiful was that! I'm sitting here sipping my coffee, the day outside is cold, dark and threatening snow. The wood stove is sharing it's warmth with a soft glow. We feel safe on our arc in the middle of nowhere, NM. God is here, always ready to comfort and give a warm hug. And that's what he has given with our cozy home that we shed blood, sweat and tears over. A labor of Love, in God's name, Amen~